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Overthinker
03:25
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Its 2am; laying in bed
Staring at the ceiling
Ruminating over things that haven’t happened yet
So stuck inside my head
Dwelling now for days
Anxious again
Replaying every mistake I have ever made
All day long just shuffling along
I need a distraction from overreaction
Criticising, analysing, strategising
It all gets the best of me
I might be an overthinker
Sitting with my tea
Contemplating leave
Picking apart decisions piece by piece
Countless hours pass while I rehash the past
Wish that I could cease thinking ‘bout short comings
Worst case scenarios are all I see
Imagination running wild
Why can’t I break this habit of mine?
I spend my day overthinking
Analysing. Criticising.
Second guessing. It’s exhausting.
Stuck inside my head
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2. |
Rancor & Me
02:59
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I pulled myself up from that pit
Found a new path out in the desert
Left the bounty hunting behind
After a long day of sitting on the throne
Or clearing Mos Espa of scum
I need to unwind; only one thing in mind
My rancor and me
Riding free across the sands of Tatooine
Twin suns high in the sky
Banthas roaming by
My rancor and I
A legend of the Old Republic
Yeah, you know the armour and helmet
But I’ve grown tired of that life
No longer private muscle
On that Daimyo hustle
But need a break from time to time
I’ve disintegrated my share of people
But grew tired of other people’s deals
It’s not worth the pain
Fulfilled the legacy of my father
Now assumed the throne of Jabba
It’s to fear this name again
(Deadliest in the galaxy
But it’s retirement for me
Spend my days crime bossing
Maybe learn a new hobby)
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3. |
Star In The Sky
04:21
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Looking up for a sign
Searching the sky
For your light
Like a star in the night
Don’t be scared; the whole world’s watching you
You may not know so far out there how much we care
And you’ll go out in a blaze of glory
To live on for all of history
And when you’re falling, we’ll catch you
And bring you back home again
Now’s the time to say goodbye
You showed us the world
The wonders of the universe
In the dark and cold
You were never alone
As we spin round and round together
I hope you know how much it mattered
When you’re put to bed
Finally able to rest
Know that you were the best of us
What we can achieve
What it means to believe
Launched to new heights and you made it possible
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4. |
Walking Away
03:18
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Head held high
Rise above the lies
Of an unhappy life
Trying to control my life
Falling victim to the criticism
Of high expectations
That are just opinions
You’re never gonna win
The toxicity buried within
Pours out with every word that you say
Your actions are weapons designed to cause damage
No matter what happens you’ll never be happy
I’m walking away
To find a happy place
I’m walking away
Cause I don’t wanna play your games
You aren’t happy so you make a target out of me
Manipulate with stories that you spin
Everything has to be the way you want it to be
That’s not reality and it don’t work for me
I don’t want to play your sick and twisted games
I don’t want to play
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5. |
Horizon
03:30
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Something’s going on
This feels wrong
Up to me to find the answers
Of just how the land
Connects to the past
Now they call me a saviour
The further I go
The more that I know
I feel the building hope
I waited a long time
To understand why
I was left alone
Now is the time to go out and find
The answers I’ve waited for my whole life
What will I find out there?
Are you waiting for me somewhere?
I see traces of you
Of the things you do
Every step coming closer
How could it be?
This was my destiny?
When I just wanted a mother
The further I go
The more that I know
I feel the loss of hope
I waited my whole life
To understand why
I was left alone
I’ve had a lot of time
To sit and wonder what you were like
And now I find
It’s not what I’d imagined
Its just a hopeless dream
That you’d return to me
But now I’m finding
A different kind of destiny
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6. |
Tickin' By
02:38
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Is this ever going to end?
If I could do this over again
I would never begin
Cause this is the worst; it physically hurts
Is it just me or has time stopped moving?
Cause this has gotten to be the longest moment of my life
I feel stuck here; there’s no leaving here
The minutes tick by… one hour at a time
Time has lost all meaning
And now all I’m feeling
Is this sense of dread deepening
Leading to despair; I no longer care
This wasn’t meant for me
But it’s too late to flee
How could I know?
Moving by so slow
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7. |
I Kill Giants
04:32
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There’s some serious stuff
And I have to deal with it
Something so horrible
The Sun won’t shine on it
Open your eyes, see the omens and know the truth
Cause I see the Harbingers coming for you
Take the force of my enemy
And send it back to him a thousand thousand times
I will swing my trusty Coveleski
And fight back the coming giants
Run from the dark that creeps down
A voice that whispers, calling out
There are things I can’t control
Not even with a saving roll
It comes to this place and destroys everything in its path
It’s up to me to fight them back
I can’t change this
I can’t fix this
But I can do this
I kill giants
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8. |
Something To Believe In
02:26
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When I’m at my weakest
When I’m cut and bleeding
I just need something to believe in
When my heart is hurting
When the pain is growing
I just need something to believe in
Something to believe in
Something to believe in
When the tears aren’t drying
When the fears not dying
I just need something to believe in
When I’ve lost hope
When I can’t let go
I just need something to believe in
Something to believe in
Something to believe in
You were there in the darkest moments of my life
Looking back I wonder how I’d ever survive
Without something to believe in
Something to believe in
Something to believe in
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9. |
Got A Secret
04:40
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I know the distance has grown lately
There’s been lots of changes in me
You tried to call the other day
But it went to voicemail again
I want you to know that I’m sorry
You deserve to know what’s going on with me
I’ve got a secret
I’m trusting you to keep it
This is my secret identity
I’m a superhero in reality
But when I’m flying high
Up above the sky
I’m watching over you
So no harm will befall you
I’m sorry that you feel abandoned
That was never my attention
But when I’m cracking heads I’m not thinking about texts
I’m not screening calls; I’m defending the world
But when the fighting ends
I’ll try to be a better friend
I’ve made my excuses for being reclusive
Let you down consistently
And though I may not show it
The guilt is weighing on me
And if I drop the ball
Miss a couple of calls
I hope that you can forgive me
While I take care of some villainy
When I’m done with the fight
I’ll be sure to make time for you and I
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10. |
The Great Divide
03:49
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You made me this
Remade my life
What do I do now
That I’ve exposed your lies?
The hand that led
Was never clean in this
The passage of time
Is what you made of it
The great divide
Villains became martyrs
Heroes became villains
Consequences reverberate
As the past becomes unwritten
Betrayal and revenge
Could split a heart in two
Love turned to poison
In turn to repay you
Lived in shadows
Centuries gone by
Love came
Unleashed the light
Stories became unravelled
Brought it with it new battles
The blade cut deep
Now you’re not what you used to be
To me
Half the man you used to be
To me
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11. |
Behind Those Eyes
04:14
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TheFifthSister Leicester, UK
TheFifthSister is a multi-instrumentalist and nerdy musician from Leicester, UK.
Nerdy rock songs
inspired by love, admiration, loneliness, mental health and being different. Songs about science fiction, superheroes, the supernatural, games, TV, movies, geek life and anything else that comes to their mind.
Inspired by a multitude of genres and artists, mixed together with nerdy references.
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